Nowadays, queer teens have no idea how good they have it, with their lesbian-outfit Instagram accounts and their dreary homophobia movies and their JoJo Siwas (American dancer and singer). Back in my day (2003), finding something gay to be horny over was like navigating the video game Oregon Trail. You’d have to run home from school and sit in front of the TV for hours waiting for the Me Against the Music video to play on MTV just so you could get a sliver of gay, and that would be your only shot at seeing gay that whole day. No quietly streaming Netflix on your laptop in your room, no saving photos of Cara Delevingne and Selena Gomez showering together to camera roll, no ‘every Jamie and Dani scene in The Haunting Of Bly Manor’ compilation video on YouTube. Just a single queerbait moment of the day with absolutely no idea when it would come or ability to plan for it. Just sit and wait for Britney and Madonna to flirt. Oh, you have to go to the bathroom? What if you miss it? No, you will be fine, just go. You missed it. The flash of a moment where Britney pins Madonna against the wall and they almost kiss is gone. Sorry you ate too many snacks and got diarrhoea and blew past the only possible lesbianism you could find today. You died of dysentery. You missed the gay; try again tomorrow.
Yeah, admittedly, things are not ‘perfect’ or even ‘good’ today, given that 99 percent of lesbian movies are still about two women who hate themselves hiding behind a harp together and being like ‘I would die of tuberculosis for you’ or whatever. But still, we have lesbian movies (and lesbian-outfit Instagram accounts and JoJo Siwas and YouTube compilation videos). The breadth of sapphic art, and what can be considered sapphic art, expands with each passing day. But in a vacuum of explicit queerness, generations of queer people were left with no choice but to celebrate the implicit. The instinct to collect the implicit—despite having an oeuvre of explicit queer art today—has not disappeared. And that right there, the ever-growing list of implicitly sapphic stuff that we have culled from the absence of gay, is called lesbian canon.
Quick explainer, if you are like ‘lesbian canon, the whomst, now?’, ‘canon’ is just another word for ‘official’. In fan fiction, the word refers to the ‘official’ storyline that the fan fiction is based on. But with so little ‘official’ lesbian content in the ether, the concept of such has become an in-joke. Anything can be ‘lesbian canon’—a person, a television show, a concept, an object, a song, your dad. If a queer woman identifies with or feels ‘seen by’ an art, a person, a thing, then that item is lesbian canon.
If it is still not clicking, I will give you an example before diving into the current lesbian canon, as it stands. The best possible case I can think of is Canadian actor Neve Campbell. Neve, as far as the official public records show, identifies as heterosexual. But doesn’t she just...seem really lesbian? And not even like in an explicitly ‘has definitely hooked up with women’ way. But her energy, her essence, her breadth of work is so, so queer. There are other elements that could, of course, contribute to making someone or something lesbian canon. Like, Neve played queer in (one of the greatest movies of all time) Wild Things, alongside Denise Richards. So like, her work technically is or has been queer. But like, her character in Scream seems gay but is not...right? The way she speaks, the way she has bangs, wears tank tops, that she typically plays a tomboy-ish, hot goth girl and existed in the ’90s—these are all factors that would lead me to believe that Neve Campbell is queer. But she isn’t! Neve Campbell is probably not gay. But she is lesbian canon.
That said, where are historians on this? Why is no one recording the thousands and thousands of things that queer people have declared lesbian canon for posterity? Years from now, when a teen opens a book hoping to learn what is or isn’t lesbian canon, how will they know? They won’t. Nobody else is doing this work, so I have to. I won’t call this the official, official recorded list of lesbian items, but this is at least my official list of lesbian items. Again, these are things that are not officially gay but seem gay and thus are lesbian canon.
Liquids
Fashion
The Elements
People and Their Body Parts
“99% of lesbian movies are still about two women hiding behind a harp together like ‘I would die of tuberculosis for you’ or whatever.”
Copyright © 2022 by Jill Gutowitz. From Girls Can Kiss Now, by Jill Gutowitz, to be published by Atria Books, a division of Simon & Schuster, Inc. Printed by permission.